“They love to tell you, ‘Stay inside the lines.’
But something’s better on the other side.
Today marks June 1, 2012.
In exactly 26 days, I will be on my way to Colorado Springs to embark on a new chapter in my life, and I could not possibly be more hesitant than I am right now. I’m watching my comfort-zone slowly inch away, and right now, all I can do is wait. The days seem to be going by so slowly, but when I glance back at the time I let slip away, it all seems wasted.
What should I do?
“Well, since time is of the essence, I guess I’ll do nothing.” That seems to have been my petty mentality for the past few weeks; Not literally, but something like that. I’ve been feeling a lot of regret on my not-so-impulsive decision lately. I’ve had so much time to reflect on why I wanted to do this and I came up with so many reasons to, but now I can’t think of a good enough reason to leave all of this behind. It’s been arduous for me to have to grasp the concept of leaving my family (family including everyone I consider close to me—extremely close). I’ve run out of answers and excuses.
